Oh. so. Random. {just trying to get some sleep}

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I have not written in a while. So, much on my mind. I figured if I wrote it out maybe I could get some sleep tonight. Kairos Academy!! IS ON MY MIND. We need a building. I am not sure why this is proving to be so difficult. We have made great strides on lots of different levels. We need a location. location. location. PEOPLE. Do you know what I am sayin?This keeps me up at night. A few weeks ago at church {Lifeline} the Pastor asked us "what do you NEED from God?" This is what I need. I obviously can not do this on my own. Or can any other Realtor at this point. I need God to provide. Will you pray with me for this? I am overjoyed MountainMan is home from New York. Funny how things just run better with him around. Glad to say I found my soul mate. He is also incredibly smart. We have gone two days with out power. MountainMan comes homes. Takes a look at the solar and generator. Finds the problem and fixes it!! He is a complete BadAss!! Isn't she gorgeous? I wish my name was something cool like Gunn. Wouldn't that be the bees knees? I found this name while searching for hair that is silver. I am starting to go gray and I really don't want to be the woman that has major gray regrowth. Having to touch up every week. I want to grow old gracefully. I let it grow for about three months and I couldn't do it. I panicked. What if people no longer mistake me for 30 and think I am 50? What if the old man in the super market thinks I robbed the cradle when I married MountainMan? What if I get funny looks when I am buying not so mom jeans at the latest. coolest. boutique? Oh first world problems how you keep me up at night. Come on people I need some support. Phillip Seymour Hoffman's death has me a little rattled. This could easily be a number of people I so dearly love. right. now.  I started two series on my blog. Coffee for your Heart. and a 52 List. I have not had time to really set down and pour my heart out. A little stuck... on Kairos :) I wanna get back to writing more often.  Excited for the weekend. I am trying to roll a bunch of important things into one day. I just found out that there is a NoonDay Ambassador in Utah!! say WHAT? I really want to go. I just have to make it work out. If I can't. Then I am ordering out of the catalog. Because I have my heart sat on  this. this. and this.   Besides who wouldn't want to buy supper cute sandals. jewelry. home decor.While helping out fellow women of the world? AND helping a family adopt. Sign me up!! I am ready for some reconciliation. When I die I want to be known for loving others well. This really can't be done unless I make amends and say I am sorry. Working on the right words and the right boundaries. You know I am an all or nothing kind of gal. I don't want to give my whole heart way. Speaking of all or nothing. I think my cognitive therapy is starting to work. I have learned how this all or nothing mentality can be detrimental.  Business is slow. I am not gonna lie. That freaks me out a little. Time to get working hard again.  I am desperately missing my bestie. Someone want to pay for 4 flights to Ghana? She would normally be the one I talked all this out with. She would remind me there are bigger problems and that we serve even a BIGGER God. His timing is perfect. Then we would pray hard for Kairos. I find comfort in knowing she is praying for us and me, even though she is half a world a way. For now I am going to go make this for the third time this week. Low fat and delicious dessert.  That's all for now. Sleep well friends.

I have not written in a while. So, much on my mind. I figured if I wrote it out maybe I could get some sleep tonight.

• Kairos Academy!! IS ON MY MIND. We need a building. I am not sure why this is proving to be so difficult. We have made great strides on lots of different levels. We need a location. location. location. PEOPLE. Do you know what I am sayin?This keeps me up at night. A few weeks ago at church {Lifeline} the Pastor asked us "what do you NEED from God?" This is what I need. I obviously can not do this on my own. Or can any other Realtor at this point. I need God to provide. Will you pray with me for this?
  

I am overjoyed MountainMan is home from New York. Funny how things just run better with him around. Glad to say I found my soul mate. He is also incredibly smart. We have gone two days with out power. MountainMan comes homes. Takes a look at the solar and generator. Finds the problem and fixes it!! He is a complete BadAss!!

Isn't she gorgeous?

• I wish my name was something cool like Gunn. Wouldn't that be the bees knees? I found this name while searching for hair that is silver. I am starting to go gray and I really don't want to be the woman that has major gray regrowth. Having to touch up every week. I want to grow old gracefully. I let it grow for about three months and I couldn't do it. I panicked. What if people no longer mistake me for 30 and think I am 50? What if the old man in the super market thinks I robbed the cradle when I married MountainMan? What if I get funny looks when I am buying not so mom jeans at the latest. coolest. boutique? Oh first world problems how you keep me up at night. Come on people I need some support.
• Phillip Seymour Hoffman's death has me a little rattled. This could easily be a number of people I so dearly love. right. now. 
• I started two series on my blog. Coffee for your Heart. and a 52 List. I have not had time to really set down and pour my heart out. A little stuck... on Kairos :) I wanna get back to writing more often. 
• Excited for the weekend. I am trying to roll a bunch of important things into one day. I just found out that there is a NoonDay Ambassador in Utah!! say WHAT? I really want to go. I just have to make it work out. If I can't. Then I am ordering out of the catalog. Because I have my heart sat on

 this. this. and this.

 

Besides who wouldn't want to buy supper cute sandals. jewelry. home decor.While helping out fellow women of the world? AND helping a family adopt. Sign me up!!

• I am ready for some reconciliation. When I die I want to be known for loving others well. This really can't be done unless I make amends and say I am sorry. Working on the right words and the right boundaries. You know I am an all or nothing kind of gal. I don't want to give my whole heart way.
• Speaking of all or nothing. I think my cognitive therapy is starting to work. I have learned how this all or nothing mentality can be detrimental. 
• Business is slow. I am not gonna lie. That freaks me out a little. Time to get working hard again. 
• I am desperately missing my bestie. Someone want to pay for 4 flights to Ghana? She would normally be the one I talked all this out with. She would remind me there are bigger problems and that we serve even a BIGGER God. His timing is perfect. Then we would pray hard for Kairos. I find comfort in knowing she is praying for us and me, even though she is half a world a way.
• For now I am going to go make this for the third time this week. Low fat and delicious dessert. 

That's all for now. Sleep well friends.